I just noticed that almost a year ago I posted a journal that said I lack time... yeah. So, I still do, but now I also lack motivation, any purpose whatsoever and all of the above hundred times.
I had a very hard emotional break down that I am still not over. I have inspiration, but I don't have any motivation. I am oficially dead inside.
I am so sorry to those who I owe art to. I will try my best to push myself and do it. Really sorry guys, I am.
You've noticed that I still do some art now and then, but mostly I start it and never finish.
Ugh, if you knew how complicated everything is and in how much emotional pain I have been for the last 6 months and still are. I try my best to put it out in art but when my vision fails, I feel more down than before. So yeah...
I'll just keep on fighting this piece of shit called life ^_^
Listening to: The heretic anthem - Slipknot
Drinking: green tea, like that is ever gonna change